shetaboo!!! when was the last time i checked my blog??? what about the last time i updated this???
waahhh!!! it was last year pa!!!
oh well... i wouldn't have bothered updating this if not for my sudden interest to read someone's blog... uhm..
i don't know what's it with that person... writing stuff like that...
someone i know told me dapat di na sya nag-post ng ganon kasi lumalabas lang na evil sya... hahaha!!!
at kayang mag post ng mga kung ano-anong kalokohan...
hindi ba nag-iisip???
nababasa ng tao ito.. unless talagang sinasadyang ipaalam
or... you can't just think right coz you're too damn full of yourself!!!
ang sudden change of attitude... sobrang kapansin-pansin.. can i just say??!!!
oh well... ganon talaga if you're power-hungry...

there's just something different about you
I can't explain it but
you've got this mystical maze that surrounds you
never before has anyone
affected me this way
I just can't stop thinking about you

i want you..i need you
but i'm afraid to show you..
why can't i just tell you
the way i feel about you...
please tell me, please tell me...
i'm not the only one in love.......

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i think i'm in love... i think i'm in love with you..
every single day, every single night,
every single moment of life
i want to spend them all with you...
i think i'm in love, think i'm in love
i think i'm in love with you
tell me that you care, tell me please
tell me that you also feel the way that i do....

Wise men say only fools rush in.
But I can’t help falling in love with you.
Shall I stay? would it be a sin?
If i, I can’t help falling in love with you.
Like a river flows, surely to the sea,
Darling so it goes, some things are meant to be.
Take my hand, take my whole life too.
For i, I can’t help falling in love with you.
Like a river flows, surely to the sea,
Darling so it goes, some things are meant to be.
Take my hand; take my whole life too.
For i, I can’t help falling in love with you.
No i, I can’t help falling in love with you.

i checked the inbox of my mobile phone to delete some messages...there was a message from a friend that says:

"You said, 'I Love You'. why is it that the most unoriginal thing we can say to one another is still the thing we long to hear." - J.Winterson

Yeah...who would not want to hear that...who would not want to know he/she is being loved by someone...

how i long to hear those words...not coming from me but from the one i love...

when will i...

right now...

so into HARRY POTTER!! and...

so into YOU!!!!

as expected, it's a slow day today...don't have much calls.
so i have the time to answer a personality test i saw from a friend's blog...about personality disorders...narcissism, schizo, paranoia, etc..
whew!! good thing i just got low and moderate results...meaning..i'm still normal..although i'm not quite feeling i'm still one.
i have a feeling i might be losing my sanity due to what's happening to me..what's going on around me...and with these stupid and crazy callers everyday.
i need a vacation soon...
it's nice to know i still have my social life...i have my friends who drag me to "social activities"...(love them!). i owe them my normal life!
oh! i hear laughter on the other lane (envy)...we're somewhat quiet here in "privet drive". well, i'm laughing by myself over some silly joke i heard over my seatmate's PC. he's listening to rex navarette, a stand-up comedian based in the states.
..oh i think he's done listening to him...it's a rock music we're listening to now...
whatelse..hmm..haven't taken my first break yet but i've already finished eating my donut, how's that?
i was so hungry 'coz i didn't have dinner yet..it's like 2:30am already!! virg!!(shouts) can i have my break?
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ok just had my break...accompanied a friend downstairs to smoke...
i checked my stats...just had 7 calls since 12am...talk time 6:14...
carlo's call lasted 48 minutes. he had the call before we took our
break and when we came back, he's still engaged in the same call. good thing it was a sign up. but the funny thing is that we asked him, "is that a boy or a girl"... and he answered, "bombay!" duh!!!
friend and i laughing over our craziness...sent instant message over YM just to check on our avatars...and he's just here right beside me! how crazy (and not to mention stupid) is that!!
well, if you don't have anything to do here..that's what's going to happen to you...
oh goodness gracious!!! another stupid caller!!! dammit!!! my talk time went up again to 7:04!
o-oh!! big momma is here!! we need to lie low a bit..hmp!!
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had my lunch and we returned, one of my mates said "oh it's so quiet here. ha, i know because you (points her finger at me) are on lunch". naughty one, eh?
alright big momma left already...hohummm...feelin' sleepy..
my second break was spent chatting with my officemates here..
talked about one of the reps whom most people mutually dislike..
she was the subject of the chat until our shift ended..i dunno but it's quite nice talking about her (she's so nasty! or are we? hehe)...
now..i'm all alone here at "privet drive"...my last call was a sign up...
i'm going home to get some sleep..hopefully for 4 hours at least..
have a night out with the gang!! woohoo!!
it's ok..it's my rest day anyway...don't have work tonight!
bye for now...feelin' hungry and tired...

we all have our own moment... i did have..

i was happy...for awhile...never wanting it to stop..

hoping that time freezes...that very moment...i'm with you...

but when i opened my eyes...

it's already over, just as i knew...

it will just be a memory...i'll forever have with you...
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wtf!!! tama ba itoh?!!

oh well... i'm entitled to ayt?

anyway this is mah journal!!!